I feel that ,  I am nothing. I have nothing in me to be proud of. Seriously. I really am just an ordinary girl. Boring. No special talents. Nothing. Plain boredom. Mother was never proud , demoralised , and keep on aiming all faults at me but , kept an high expectation of me. What is this all about ? Sister ? Well lets just say , she like to brag about her results. Her academic results. Told everyone about her results , and expect me to tell people mine , when someone asks. Well , I DONT WANT TO TELL ! So , just keep your mouth shut ! Even my N level result , I have 16 points , I dont BRAG about it. == . Come on. Its really getting on my nerves. So dont tell me , that you're irritated by me , cause of my actions towards boon hwee . I was just playing around. Atleast I never BRAG about my results right ? EVERY SINGLE TIME , ALWAYS TALK.ABOUT YOUR RESULTS. come on , I have feelings yknow. If u wanna talk about your results , DONT TALK ABOUT IT INFRONT OF ME. == .

Gah ~ and u kept saying ure annoyed by me . U think ure so 'PERFECT?' That noones get irritated and annoyed by you ? Atleast , I dont ACT SUPER FRIENDLY. I have my limits. Ure super different when ure around your friends and when.ure at home. == . Come on , be real. Which one is the real you ? You kept wearing my things , but I,cant really use your things ? Oh , I see now , I must always be the one who is giving in. always me. Everything me. I know , sometimes , u lend me your things and such , but I did not use it MOST OF THE TIME. gah ~ see , im super irritated. Thanks for all the hurtful words u gave me. Much appreciated. (: HAHA. Cause I know , thats me , and I show my real self to people. Unlike you. (:

Okay , I sound super bad , but I have to let it all go. I cant handle all this nonense . Whenever im with her , FML rule applies to me. Always. Why ? I dont know exactly why. But im hating it. =( .

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