Its nerve wrecking to have high hopes for something that you really want , which seems to be impossible for you to achieve it. The hurtings you will recieve after knowing and realising , the truth of all truth. Im not hoping high in alot of things. In alot of all different stuffs.
SO ! On thursday night , it was the BEST NIGHT E V E R !!! Lol. Went to the skatepark , well , lets just say , I am super intrested in IN LINE SKATING. this guy was SUPER AWESOME . WELL , not the person , just HIS GOD DAMN.AWESOME SKILLS !! Freaaak ! Awesome. Hahaha. So me and alif is WAY ENGAGED TO THE SKATE SKILLS THERE , while sherry and ifa ,was god damn bored there. Hahaha ! Sorry guys , heh. Ouh ! and there was this guy , who skates infrnt of us , and trying to land like HUGE TRICKS. Apparently , he dosent , always FAIL ! Hah. And he kept looking at us. Like ,wtf ?.sorry dude.. We're bot interested. Muahaha ! Ouh , and most epic thing happened , The board breaks.in to two. ! Haha ! Infront of us , and me and alif was like ... OUUUUH , UR DECK PATAH !! Hahahaha. Confirm it will be the most embarassing moment in his upcoming life. Haaahaha ! Sadened. Lol ! ~
I am superly tired this past few days. Am I just thinking to much ?
Am I scared of being hurt ?
Am I Prepared for all the bullshits that is coming my.way ?
Am I able to bring myself up after I fall ?
Where am I going with my life ?
Have I love myself ?
All of those questions keeps lingering on my mind. Whats with all of this ? GAHHH ~
