It is almost 1130,

Sister is not back.home yet.

I thought that my bro will be fetching her there . But I was wrong. Wrong !

Hmm. Maybe i am someone who is giving wrong information on something. Because.of me , my sis had to miss her bus. What have I done. Guilty starts to build inside me. Im.soooooo hopeless. Everytime I want to help.. It just turns bad. I might as well not help. Let it all.be as what it is..But , I cant bear to see people in need of help. I wish someday that my helpness will somewhat make their way to help that person. In some other ways and some other time. I really wish it would. Im sooo careless at times.

My friends usually called ne as the strongest one.. But they dont know that what they see inside is not who I am inside. I am so weak in the inside. My weakness is all so obvious. One hit and ill be as weak.as twig. I may break.. But I will.never get to fix myself up. I cant stand strong .. Emotions running wild. I am.unable to control everything. Hoping that I will someday be useful.and.stronger.as I am.before.  Nothing can reaallly able to make me as who I am.before. Or isit because of my education now that make me this way ? All.so tensed and afraid of what lies ahead of me. my fears are alot. I wish also one day I am able to face up to all my fears. Maybe , hopefully.

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