Hey, so I found out about my dad. And It disturbs the hell out of me. God. I'm so disappointed with him. It's like , now , I don't know him. It's not how he used to be. I miss the old him. Sorry, but Dad, you're no more my role model. You can't be someone who I looked up to anymore. I'm sorry if I don't really talk to you that much, because you have made me disappointed in you..
Grr. I should really forget about this. It's kinda normal right ? Urghhh ~ why are you like this all of a sudden? I can't bear to hide everything from mum. She doesn't know anything. I dont know wether I can handle this. Really. I prefer to be outside then at home. At least it will help me to forget about this. Urgh ~


So anyways ! Mum bought for my sis and me a couple necklace. I know it sounds weird. Lol. I don't know why she suddenly have that idea. Whatever. Just wear it. Haha. Okay. It turns out.. Nice ! Hah.


After knowing this, I wish I never knew you dad. I'm really disappointed. Really. Superly. Extremely. I thought you never do such things , but you did. Thanks a lot dad for crushing my hopes.