It hurts, it hurts real bad papa.

Im broken. I saw and heard you lied. Dont think im that Stupid to know you're lying. What is this ? This world is so .. Urgh. The more older i get, the more people ive met. And that this world is corrupted by alot of things. To people to the Visual world. Cyber. What am i supposed to do now ? Inside me , its just empty. Im faking a smile. But broken in the inside. Everyday i see your face , everytime i thought about what you did. U lied to everyone. I know the truth. But you kept on lying. It hurts to see that. I wish im FAR away from you. I Wish i NEVER KNEW YOU. Why? Why must i know about this ? Why am i MAKING it so hard for myself to accept what is? Maybe because , for my whole 18 years of my life, i never THOUGHT or even crossed my mind that you would do such things. I have been observing you for the last two days. I know you felt some guiltiness. I can feel it. I am much more peaceful when im outside. Far away from you. Im SAD TO SEE MYSELF THIS WAY!!! Why are BECOMING LIKE THEM ?!!!