First page of our story .

I can't blame others. I tried to help. They blamed me instead. Thanks for helping but sometimes , i can't really take what you have done. Thanks for everything but right now.. I have to show what i am feeling all this while. Call me rude and such .. but you just have to know.. i am not your toy where you can just throw me around and leave me at the side as if i am not someone and somebody to you. i was never a choice. All the results i have given you was all because of my surroundings and all the problems faced us as a family. I once have given you the results you wanted but you never even congratulate me. i just want all of this biased action of yours to stop. Seriously. i know where i am right now ..was never your choice or you ever thought i ll be . Ifa entered her Dream school while i am in a course which you dislike .. You never want me to be in this. Ifa is now your favorite. you kept talking about her to everyone. you never talked about me to anyone .. just a brief introduction was all you did. I never really cared for any attention but its clear that you're ashamed of me. I'm not going to brag about this . I just had enough all of this. I will one day , gain my freedom. One day. its all I've wanted. FREEDOM.  Just once.

SO .. look ! ~ ITS MY BRACELET ~ its nice right ! IRETH is an elf name. !  and and ... RIKA ?!  its my favorite name together with my best friend , Richard . from canada. You know him right ?! From my previous blog updates? HEHE. yeah. so RIchard+ IKA = RIKA. there ! so its cleared. HEHEHE . and a KITTEN AND SKULL BUTTON ! omg. SO CUTE ~ thanks to my twin sister. i Simply love bracelets. as you can see. Without them.. i feel NAKED. no joke. Watches was never an accessories for me . its just .. a .. hassle. DAYUM. IM getting out of topic. not surprising. PFFT ~ Listening to Into your arms now. Anyways . today ~ tried skate a cursing board. and it was awesome !~ I fell though . BUT nvm ! every fall will always make me try even harder. EMBRACING IT. XD for some people who really knows me.. i SIMPLY LOVE FALLING. hahaha ~ weird. i know. But the hell , its me ,xD and i love me. CHEY ~ I'm talking crap . =.= . Toodles.