Okay , so O level is ending.
i cant wait, wanna get myself into Long boarding,
hehe. cant wait, :D <3
okay so ... my life now is just revolving around alot of dramas,
i hate it so much . but sometimes life without dramas will be very boring .
maybe .. this is just what life is about.
all the backstabbing. which friends make to each other,
nice in the front ..in our backs ? they are someone you never know, or maybe we are just blind by the lies they made ?
sometimes all of these questions are just making us doubt ourselves.
hmm , i don`t know . maybe i am that weak ? in this kid of life stuffs.
sometimes i just need someone to tell me what is right and wrong ?
doing the right things sometimes make us feel wrong. Life is so contradicting.
i juts scared of what lies at my future.
i am afraid that my future wont be as something i want.
hmmm. scared that i wont be someone that i have always wanted .
life is the script that we write ourselves. its how we want it to be .
but .. i don`t know what really am good at. what i love ..im still searching what i am really is.
my fantasies kept me moving on.
ALL those dreams i dreamt is juts telling me something.. but i don`t know what is trying to tell me.
i still learning to love myself, i guess i love myself more than i used to be. that is a good thing that had happened in my life. I have wonderful friends behind me.
But some are just to .. i cant explain. they just trying to sow me something. I dot know.. are they trying to show me their true colors ? their true self ? I may never know. What must i do ? oh well .of what i am doing right now ? it is just GO WITH THE FLOW ~