Hey,
so today went out with BFFLS <3
went changi in the morning and off to town.
went to Shaw lido to say HI at him. i swear , it is nerve-wrecking, i was literally shivering , and it is hard for me to utter a word. my brain was filled with words but my lips are somehow sealed. it Is REALLY AWKWARD. when i look into his eyes, i went silent. why ? i dont really know the reason why.
My friends felt that my standards in Liking a boy have dropped drastically.
what matter now , which i really believe in now , is how their hearts is. He is really nice , i wont deny that.
i am sure gonna miss him. feel like hanging out with him.
we chatted on twitter yesterday.. we give some hints to each other. but none of us really hope so much about it . what am i going to do ?

i am currently waiting for his texts. wondering will he ever text me. he asked for my number yesterday. i was so happy , but .. am i Hoping so much about it ? i should not right ? like , cmon.. i must learn my mistakes from the previous times i have hoped so much about something really can affect me so much. i always have this fast warm heartbeat when looking at new tweets at my twitter account. the warm feeling where i really wished i saw your tweets. What is all of this things happening to me? i wish i could just tell you how i really feel but this courage in me wouldn't rise up to the challenge, i am like a timid mouse hiding from a huge lion.