Hey , so a lot of things have happened and i am TOO busy with my life .
been working..~
Tuesday is his last day at work. Sad huh ?
I am gonna miss him so so so so badly. :/
so yeah. he gave me Penguin toy and he bought pizza for my mum :D . Apparently, i find penguins super cute !
i am loving it so much. everytime i wake up in the morning , with MR. PENGUIN IN MY HANDS.. it is just sooo Urgh ! Incredible. it just reminds me of him. <3.
so where is this going ? i dont know, i just cant wait for Monday. :D .
i know ill freeze up and i bet ill be very quiet, HAHA. i will try to be the bubbly me,
haha ! hopefully,

so, Nini is a very funny girl. i love her self-esteem :D she is just too awesome. She dosent feel bad about her size. she love the way she is. i wish i am her, I am always worrying about what people thinks about me because people always judge, including me. HAHAH, its kinda funny when i tought about how humans react to each other, lol ! ouh , and i am wondering if that one day , humans in the world will be treated fairly ? like there will be no minister and someone with high pay , like.. everything and everyone is the same. NO RICH , NO POOR ..just the same ? wouldnt that be a better world ? There wont be any wars and stuffs like that. Imagine .. A world without money.? HAHAHA ~ seriously , i cant imagine. ahahha. wait i think i can .. but it is SUPERLY not logical.


So today is Alfiq's birthday and i SERIOUSLY dont know what to buy for him ? Oh no no , no games please. HE HAVE WAY TOOO MUCH GAMES ! ~ NO NO. haha , hmmm.. should ask alfiq. LOL. ~ suggestions ? so , had dinner and mum cooked chicken rice Because its his birthday, TOTAL UNFAIRNESS ! ~ she never cooked something special for my birthday ): haha ~ THIS IS UNFAIRRRRR ~ okay , lets just dont brood over it okay ? heh, i love the food but ... i didnt enjoy it that much. thanks to someone. I wont forgive and forget you. seriously. Urgh,
just ate pizza :D Yum yum. Sarpino :D
now i am already tooo full ...
HAHA :D . Hopefully tmrw will be a great day :D
Mum planed to go out with only FOUR of us .. tmrw and have our lunch together, ahhh... some Family bonding time i guess ? ive missed it :/

So what is left now is just scars. let time heal it. it may heal my scars but i wont ever forget it, remember that.