Sunday, August 12, 2012

I am Lost.

So... Richard, Blocked me from Facebook... And i dont even know why exactly. I just know.. I didnt sent any Messages that Friday. And saturday for me. Lol. I wanted to but i was hoping for him to sent me a message first. he did sent me first which says... "Look. If you didnt want to talk. I get it."
I was like what? lol. I was studying and plus...i have like ... An exam coming. And i thought he had youth group?! O.o? But he said he didnt go to that anymore. HOW WOULD I KNOW?!! He didnt even say Anything about that. And he said he was hoping for my messages.. And that he saw my status about " youre somebody that i used to know" i Was listening to that music... And i update my status for fun he thought i was referring to him. Like... DAFUG?! REALLY DUDE?! U said u didnt really feel the love you had for me. And when im like Treating you as a friend you said goodbye and blocked me ? Like what? WHATS UR FUCKING MOTIVE ?! Well what the hell. Its ur choice. I FEEL FREE now. I dont know i am much happier like this. Ure trying to be like Dustin? The way he said goodbye? Please ... Dude. I wont cry over you like how i cried over dustin. Ive learnt from it. My tears dosent deserve someone like you. I am over u already. I dont have to Frigginly brood over this for 6months. Yes, ive lost a friend. But friends come and go. I have Friends here, and i love them how i USED to love you. My feelings towards you and them Was never different. Well i hope you get what uve been searching for. Lol~ im just as happy as. I am before. In my mind i was saying RIP to you. Youre dead to me. Its fair right? U did the same to me. LOL. Whatever man. Go live your life. I dont give a fuck. HAHAHAHA ~

So.... Ive been studying MIC. And im so damn afraid for the exam. LOL. Hopefully i can make it. ): So tmrw ill have A peer tutoring. And i dont even know who is my Tutor? O.o? Da hell? LOL. Nvm . Bestie is going. So .... Im not gg to be alone. And look like a lost dog. LOL. FRIDAY was awesome. I had an ice skating session with bestie, my twin, stella, li xuan and Robert! Weeee ~ i. Had a blast ! But sadly have to go out early. Hais mais. Its so sad. LOL HOCKEY SKATES ARE JUST HARD. prefer figure skates! Im much more comfortable in that. LOL. Yes! SO DAMN COMFORTABLE. I had blisters though. But what the hell. I love it. LOL. Xoxo. Muah! Love you blisters. Meheheh. Thats all i have to update shall see if i have any free time and intresting thing happen tmrw or the next next day. MEH.


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