Sunday, December 4, 2011

So , everything I do , is always wrong.. But u expect me to do better than others ? what is that about ? I dont even.know if I can handle all of this pressure u given me. I am not that strong just so you know. What my sister did , you never even.realise. It is always me u aimed at. What I do , how I wear my jeans ... My bracelets ... My taste in things. Can you just face the fact that I am not into sophiscated stuffs , I am not into arts , I am not into jewelries , I am not into chocolates ~ I never will ~ I dont have any of your interests in stuffs ~ ifa loves all the things you love. You guys are INCREDIBLE in art. You guys are an artists.~ you guys love jewelries , all those sophiscated stuffs, chocolates ~ I am not like you guys ~ Why did you even putting alot of pressure into me ? I have no talent in music. You are always proud of ifa ~ her art piece you put it at our living rooom and stuffs. You never once put anything about my achievements. You only tell people I got a scholarship ? ~ you always tell others that Ifa always wanted to be NAFA ~ but you didnt even tell people where I wanna go. Or continue my studies. I didnt make you proud didnt I ? You always treated me unfairly. Even ifa disobeyed and always answered you ~ you never even scolded her like how you scolded me. I feel so outcast. Its like you giving me all the pressure to me but you didnt even proud of me . Please. All I want is just you to feel proud of my achievements. Support me.


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