Why am I always comparing myself towards my sister ? She have everything . She is so perfect. She always get what she wants. She have an awesome art skills , she can sing , play the guitar. Sometimes I feel that I am not as good as her. So what if I am good in studies than her ?.it dosent make myself much better than her.
After all the awkwardness I face yesterday, I realised something .
I,realised that I am a boring person. Seriously. I am just plain boring. I kept quiet all the time. I am not friendly , I never liked to Be so CHEERFUL and random at strangers like how my sister is. She is just fun ? I just dont know how should I explain what I am feeling right now. Its unexplainable. Serious. Im tearing up. Like seriously. I want to let everything out. Everything. When that day come , I bet ill be in tears. Seriously.
ARGGHHHHH ~ I hate this. I hate this so much. Sometimes I wonder wether all of this is just to make me stronger or weaker. For all I see now , it is just tearing me apart. Real bad.
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