Tuesday, December 20, 2011

You thought us to stand for our rights.

But when I did it , u said.i was wrong , and.look at the situation. The situation that time was superly unacceptable. I was shouted ny my aunt , and knowing the side story from my mum tonight.. I WAS RIGHT ! I know what I heard is true . I was never WRONG.

I cried tonight. Knowing my mum always says im in the wrong , and knowing that she never stand up for me the previous day when.the incident happened. She shouted at me saying im rude. What is this all about. You , said that I am unable to.take care.of you when.u grow into your old age. U never given me any trusts and hope. You only feel and think I am unable to do things. U never supported me in everything I do. U didnt let me do the things I want. But everything I do , where I follow ur instructions , instead of encouraging me to.do better , u critisize my doings. U nagged about all the things I did wrong. NEVER did you bring out the moments I did the right things. I dont know how long can I keep this things any longer. The one reason.. I never share alot of things to you because , I know , you wont understand it. You only living my life because you dont want anything to go wrong.. JUST SO YOU KNOW.. I am suffocating enduring all this bullshits. I really wish I could just breakaway from everything , and just Have the opportunity to LIVE MY OWN LIFE. thats all I wanted. Just that. Have trusts and hope on to me. Support in everything I do.


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