Hey , so I got into ngee ann poly. Nursing course. Looking forward to it though. Hah ! Eventhough my O levels is not SO FANTASTIC = =...
so yeah.
I love to see the view early in the morning when im on my way to work , with music in my ears. Listening , looking out at the scenery of the morning light. The sun rays through the canopy , how beautiful it was. Its like looking at an.art piece drawn by a magnificent artists. I loved it. So much. I juat dont know how to explained it. Its just , wow. Ha.
Maybe im thinking just way toooo much or lets just say paranoid. Gah ~ alot of problems im facing right now. My bffl ): , she is dissapointed in me. I shouldnt have let her hopes high when.i said im meeting her. Gosh ! I didny change ! Im still stuck at last year. I always cancel our meetings. Im not surprised if she is dissapointed. Im dissapointed.inmyself tooo !~ .what kind.of friend am.i ??! U tell me ?! I was the only one who keeps on making her dissapointed. Im the cause for everyone around me to feel dissapointed. Im such a dissapointment. Ill never find someone who can really , lasts like our friendship. No one knows me inside out unlike you. I missed you. I really do )': im truly sorry. It kills me inside that youre dissapointed in me. Im crying. I am.never able to make it up to you. ): . I am super sorry. I really hope to make it up to you. I am not surprised that youre dissapointed in me. I deserve it huh. Hmmm.
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