So we went our separate ways.

i don`t know if this is really a good choice :/ that i made.
i kept thinking of you and all the memories when i look around.
i guess you dint really bothered huh ? i guess i am the only one feeling all of this?
i still love you. i cant deny that.
i thought you will fight for us. but you didn't.
i am super sad . all the people around kept convincing me that i did a right choice. but i don`t really feel i did make a right choice.
i am trying to get this over before Poly starts.
all my plans for valentine`s AND birthday failed. ): i guess , we wont be like the way we were before. i missed the time when i first time met you and get to talk to you. the first outing i went with you. breaking dawn movie.
with your old hair. urgh ~

let it remain as memories. i missed you so much. wish i could hug you for the last time. maybe i am just childish. childish towards this relationship. with you and ur NS .. i am sorry .. i really am. looking at you .. that you sound ahppy and having fun like you are as always. it really makes me sad. I guess, i am the only the one feeling all of this misery and pain. my heart aches , and stomach swirling when i see your tweets :( .



i guess i will have to really face it. Its over and get over it. i know its hard , but i will try my best to. I hate to know that im no more yours and youre no more mine. it breaks me . really. if i would , ill never want to change my relationship status at my facebook. never. .

If you`re reading this ,
i would like you to know , its never easy for me to say goodbye. since , u agreed , and u never fight for us , i really know , where i stand.