Im tearing ~
I always feel I need to,let it all out .
Music is only my medicine for all this sadness in me.
I dont know why , but everything is not going like what I,want it.
Sis , got into the school,she wants. She gets everything she wants.
For me ? I have to work for it to,earn it. Life is super unfair
My sis will always embarrased me infront of everyone. She will use alot of hurtful words to me. I do have feelings yknow .
She kept using my things ~ shirt , pants , shoes , hairclips , earrings , everything. I kept reminding her , and she says that im nagging. HELLOO ! Ure using my things and I cant say it out ? When I used your things have you ever let me do so ? Oh hell no ! U asked it back that instant. Idk .. I always need to give in. im sick of it. people around her seems to like her more than me. Maybe ill always forever be the shadow. Where no one even notice me. Im always outcast by,everybody. Maybe thats what I reaaly want. But it feels suckish to get all the blames and none praises.
Im a nobody
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