So, DIDNT GET TO update my blog for the past few weeks? Heh. So, WENT TO THE CONCERT ! And .... It was .... EPIC !!!!!! I LOVE EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF IT. I ENJOYED EVERY MOMENT IM IN THERE. AHHHH. Okay. Sob, School have started , and i have made a number of friends. Well, a number. Handful? Lol, i just dont fancy people who is well, ALWAYS, trying to get attentions and only seek me , when they have no one. just die will you? I dont really entertained them though. I.will only answer them with just one word answers. Really. Call me a bitch, But i dont used people for my own needs and im unlikely a two face kind of person. HAH. Alot of assignments have yet to complete and I STILL need to find someone for me to interview. GOSH! Anyone? Help?



So, today saw Dany's mother at Isetan. My heart was beating Damn fast when i saw her, I wanted to call her up, But im afraid i had the wrong person. So i kept quiet, when , My mum was buying some pineapples , she came to me and said That i look familiar. And inwas like , Hey, youre Dany's mum right? And she was like yes yes. We talked and she asked me why am i doing here, and i told her im with my mum, fetched her from work , and currently waiting for my sis. She was rather surprised knowing my mum and sis was working at shaw. HAH. Oops:X so anyways , really had a great time talking to her. :D.


She reminds me of you. You looked like your mother. The way she smiles reminded me of you. I missed you damn much, but i guess you dont. I love to see your name appearing at my phone as a text messages. Atleast , i know , i was on your mind for a moment. Just so you know, you are always on my mind. I wanted to let go of this memories , but it kept haunting me back. Someone , please. Save me.

Maybe i could have US ?

I dont know. Sometimes i do miss Us. Sometimes im angry. I still do care , but ..i am trying not to. Cause , you dont really care about it. Sometimes i think that i would give you another chance, however ,people around me would disagree to my decision though. I just know it. After all, it happened so fast in that moment of time..

So basically, i just finish slacking with alif and Hairil in the study room. WO2, they smoke INSIDE THE ROOM. Such lazy ass . Lol. Played PS3and kept talking about god of war. Hahah. How funny when he fell , "Uh" sound ,but when killed no sound was given out from him. HAHAHAH. Had a great time with them though. Lol. WE THREE ARE EXCITED FOR THE CONCERT!!! Haha. Its gonna be a .... BLAST ! Bam ! Hhe. Im so sexcited. Ill be the only girl with them. Lol. But NVM,! I will see my BOYFRIEND. Synyster GATES !! Mmmmm. Lol.

Richard , did gave me advise. It helps though. And he is ONE OF THE IMPORTANT person in my life. We would talk about everything and stuffs.. Personal. Haha. Ouh, and im saving to go canada ! Haha. LEGGO. ~ hah he just know me SO WELL. That every guess was right. How i feel and how i treat people around me.

"you are amazing kitra...ure complete.. People is going to judge you but it didnt mean that they would dictate your life. You are who you are . Dont change. I like you for who you are and i dont want yuh to be in any other ways,we are not humans , you and i "
Hahaha . SWEEET RIGHT. Goshhhh. He is the best EVER FRIEND . I would ever ask for when i am down, thank god. Haha.

PS: now, i smell like WINSTON. Gosh. Thanks ah.

I didnt update much for my blog. I am quite lazy to blog anyways. So ! Hah. Urmmm. Had a hygiene course today, and i SWEAR it was super bored. And we had a test and a practical test. I find it rather , hmm wasting time. But NVM. im just there for the CERTIFICATE. And i survived. Not so intresting , just so you know. Had dinner at Plaza Singapura . BURGER KING. So yeahhh.

Twitter is TRENDING about the tsunami that will hit singapore. And i dont even know to believe it or not. I am scared though. Like cmon, im afraid of death, CAUSE im bot ready to face Allah with all my sins i had made . I feel that i am not worthy for heaven . Cause i have not been following his rules ): oh god. I wish nothing is going to happen. I am praying so hard right now. Only HE knows what i am feeling right now. ): haish.

Flaws ?

Flaws. WE ALL believe that everyone have flaws. Some people might bring out your flaws , to humiliate you. Or that THEY embrace your flaws. Respect. People around us loves to talk. Might be GOOD or BAD. Its never a good thing when they are talking bad about someone. Well, i have learned today that .. I know myself better and that i dont need someone or people around me to point out my Flaws. Theyre not perfect too. No one is perfect for that matter. Besides, dont point it out if you , yourself , Dosent one anyone to point out your flaws.

Well, THIS happened today. Dont really want to brag about it . But, i did cry when i saw the messages you send me. I lost my appetite because of you. I cried because , you have crossed the. Line . I dont know that you would embarrassed me infront of your friends Never would it cross my mind , that you thought i was Stupid. Your sacarsm .. Well it hurts. You have ruined my day. You wouldnt know that i have cried. And you said , i should know you better. How could i ? Everytime i Think i know you, you SAID I dont know you and i should not act as if i know you, what is this ? Really. I just dont understand. And just so you know , BECAUSE OF YOU, you made me much more AWARE of myself. My self esteem now , ITS .. Its going down. Im more cautious. Sometimes , i wish i am not ... ME.