Random post.

well hello there. as much as i want to start my assignments... things around me would not allow me to. ohh wait... either cause i am too lazy to start off with. This is a random post because i am currently in my school library and having a very very long break before our next class. 4 hours of break is not good. really. well, it was supposed to be three hours but i received a text from my class that NS3 IS CANCELLED and that it will resume next week. I wasnt that sure wether to be happy or sad about that. 4 hours of break? SERIOUSLY. 3 hours is enough for me. and as much as you guys are reading my blog, and you guys might think that " come on ! 4 hours of break ! im dying for one ! " well guys, HOPE I CAN GIVE THIS TIME TO YOU GUYS! i might as well have a lesson straight and be back home fast then to have a long period of hours and be back home late. i dont know it is just me i guess.

anyways, i am thinking of making a vlog.. but i could not think of any start off video to begin with. I need suggestions. i really need one and a good one. i need to hav my very own ideas. i have the camera and memory card sufficient for my videos. im just lacking of ideas... yes. ideas.......

help ?

what is life?

Well hello blog. Sorry I have been very busy lately and I really have forgotten about you most of the time. Currently I am having a lot of assignments to be done and submitted on the week 17 and trust me..... I have did nothing so far except for my NSL health education cause my teacher asks us to send her by Sunday. Honestly, I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO COMPLETE THIS. my weekends are busy this week. Saturday having BCLS and Sunday having FAOW at east coast park. So I am done with the brochure for my NSL. thank god. just have to email it to teacher and hopefully and praying hard it would be okay. Currently listening to Ghost town. at least it could make me feel awake for my assignments I have to do. :(

so like my title says... What is Life ?

I don't know actually. I don't know what I am doing in my life. Firstly, people keep on saying I don't show any interest in my course right now and I am starting to believe them... and my interest is fading. I MUST STOP THIS AND FIND IT BACK. I really want to graduate... but I could not imagine myself being a nurse.

secondly,

I feel that I have been dazing off and thinking of nothing. I feel nothing... I think of nothing and just nothing really. I don't know what is wrong with me and all. cause I don't really know myself.  does that make sense even?

can someone at least tell me what is life? what do you guys want to do in your life? See the future imagine yourself being what you guys are studying right now? and how the future would be?
Oh well. I guess I still have a lot of things to learn.