Thursday, August 22, 2013

update.

This past few weeks, have been a very busy week for me. Exam just ended today and I pretty sure ...... i did okay for the papers. not really confident in pharmacology and Nursing Science 3.... though. wait , easy said.... lets just said ... all the papers. meh. I am supposed to go for class chalet/barbeque but however, MUM last minute disagree for me to go. I really hate it when it happens. I am literally mad at her. i begged her and try to be very logical .. but she keeps on persisting of her answer which is a very big NO. with no logical reason behind it.  her ultimate weapon? WALK AWAY ~ and just left you hanging,stunned... yep, every single time. So, i had to miss all the fun there and just celebrate the end of the semester examination alone, yes, ALONE. maybe that is what my mum really wants me to be. a loner. it is pretty unfair though. My mum told me a story when she was a teen, and about 20 years of age she went to a chalet and had a sleep over.... and stuffs and the fact that she hates it after having an experience.... over night. well.. she thinks that whatever she experience.... must not be experience by her daughters. maybe? I DONT KNOW.  I can never get how she thinks. but i still love her i really do.  Please dont get the wrong message .i just have to get how she really thinks maybe i can like understand her ? maybe?


well, i think its on .. urmm, last friday? on the 15 august ? yeah, went out with my best friend ali and stella. went shopping you can say ? me and ali bought a pair of same tees . CATS.  cause we are obsessed with it and you can say... its like... "eh ika, wanna get the same shirt?" then i was like " HELL YEAH?" HAHAHA. its like we clicked. we knew whats on each other minds. HAH. maybe cause we knew each other since secondary one and that he used to be my brother's best friend in primary one. yes. we are in the same primary school till secondary school. was his classmate since sec1 till sec 5. hahahha ! good old times. good old times. and stella bought a new dress. she looked so sweet in it. heh. <3 .="" i="" love="" muuccch.="" nbsp="" p="" so="" them="">

Well, ive been asking this question to myself this past few days....

.Must a Guy Best friend back out when you are having a relationship? is there a meaning behind it? 

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Hari Raya.

so it is the end of the fasting month. one month. i thought i was getting a full fast this year, Unfortunately, my period came on the 5th last day of the month. I wanted to cry.... but it is what it is. so i just had to suck it up. im not over it though.
so a lot of things happened. and i just have to say, i have to just go out from my comfort zone right? try something that I am afraid of. Face my fears they would say. I am just hoping i wouldn't make the very same mistakes i always did.

making a vlog have already been in my mind this past few days . but i could not think of any ideas on how my first video would be. i am not saying I am doing this vlog to be popular or something. I just want to like you know share my daily life. apparently, i am doubting people would want to watch my videos. so i might as well do it to just my own entertainment.

I am excited to have 4 hamsters. Yes, I am going to have a new pet. and additional of 4 members to the family. so it would be 3 males and one female. hopefully when they grow up they could bear little hamsters for me xD . heh. the story of having this additional little adorable pet is that ... my friend, named Rashidah, she had 2 hamsters. one female and one male. apparently, it gave birth to four adorable little hamsters.  at first, she wanted to give me just 2 and other 2 to her friends... however, she texted me this morning that is it okay for me to have all 4. well... i couldn't possibly say no. so i dont mind actually. so yeah. i took all 4 because she cant bear to separate all them. heh. I am so excited for them. this wednesday i am going to have them. i will try and took a picture of it, if i remember and not in a lazy mood. i would. i will try my best. :D


so tomorrow, i am going to meet Aidil to have breakfast and go to school together. because i have NS3 revision lecture and he had to come to school for something. hopefully, contact lens are at my aunt house in jelapang right now. because it was for him. aidil asked me to buy for him. he wanted red contact lens. so yah. and he have yet to pay me. it was horrible enough that he could not get it by raya. and he have waited for a long time for it. i felt so bad, ): so yeah. that is probably sum up of everything that is happening this past few weeks. oh ! i almost forgot, i had planned a surprise birthday party for my best friend, robert, heh. learnt a lot of things from him...like for an example, masterplans. and made sure nothing is left out. he was pretty surprised and impressed by my plans. eventhough he suspected something, well it is all in my plans. and im very happy for my plans. it went well... all as planned. good job ika. :D . oh well. that is all.